well its another day :D yesterday went down to simei ITE for gvss sports heats... and it was kinda terrible. either my standards too high or my cadets today blur blur... or i nv teach them good enough (kinda impossible today almost all are competitors?) yea so kinda disappointed... no initiative, sluggish movement, no sense of urgency and more... haiz
well kinda pissed of not just only bout this but also with the students... frankly speaking i think that greenview student are getting worst... either the generation got problem or the parents nv teach them properly not all but some... well people are just taking things for granted... st john ppl are first aiders, not maids. service for mankind does not mean that we are maids... we are not a bunch of ppl that when you need you use and after that use finish oready you throw... i just think that there is no respect for other CCA in greenview at all? thats my point of view ba y must it be like this? cant there be like a mutual respect or a basic respect? everything seems to be screwed up, down, left, right, upside down. well some ppl just thinks that they are damm good then so be it. you want to do then let you do lor any problem is you kenna mah oso not me. its not a very positive thinking but too bad... y cant you just let us do our job? and come and kaypoh? or from what i see is that you are just trying to eat "tofu"? and since the casualty dont mind then so be it lor.. some ppl just dont understand thing... too bad lor thats life haha life is like that.
well today went for commendation day rehersal and GOOD JOB kids :D well done coz today's performance is kinda good and i'll rate it 7.5/10 haha it can be better with more training i think :D well the parade sequence or procedure or whatever its called seems to be "unique" haha well i really hope that st john can be GOH one day if we have enough people :D haha
well another think kinda piss me off is having ppl to be having double standards treating ppl differently and bootlicking... need to see tok to who and woth who then act differently... it is like so obvious can... well alot of times it just seems like you are lying but ppl give you the benefit of adult and diam diam listen lo. got really happen not we oso dunno mah. there are also ppl who goes "cher 1 more mark can?", "cher y like that wrong meh?", "i tod this", "i tod that", "oh really? i dont knw leh can dont minus mark?". well some ppl are just good with their language and they use it to the fullest potential HAHA and if you got a problem with me then say so. dont hide behind and talk bad bout others. be like a man face talk or sorts things out. dont be a hypocrite it totally disgust me... hope i do not have to see you so often in the times to come :D
well the world is getting worst and worst... haiz i really dont know who can i like trust? no wonder the earth is getting back on humans creating so many earthquake and terrible weather creating havoc. mother nature is angry with humans haha believe it or not :D well i oso cant really comment much coz i not that perfect as well coz i have my own bad points and i am still changing for the better~~~
well to end off i can only say that life is like that 守好自己,才管别人 life is never always fair reality sometime hurts and its painful. there is not much things that we can do or control only to change our mindset and bluff ourself so that it is less painful becoz crying does not really help solve the problem, it only expresses sadness. positive thinking seems to be excaping from reality but ppl need to sometime.
