wow its been quite a while since i blog kinda dead again my blog but here i am reviving it ... been kinda quite busy this nov and dec so many up comming plans to do and most impt exams in 2 weeks and i have nt really revised argh!!! it just sucks when bad thngs happen one after another... finally done with EBM project stopid flash banner finally done :)
i just keep making empty promises to myself and i kinda feel guilty about it :( it is just sad that my parents are getting old and i have not done anything fillal to them or make them happy bout for my 17 years of life today my dad went to see chinese doc as he has knee injury looking at my dad having to go through accupuncture was sad although it looks nt pain but it hurts to see that his body is getting weaker.
dont really like my parents but they are still my parents. i am nt even doing the min job as a son bt i shall change. it just sucks to be shouted at and being treated like a toy happy happy like that nt happy then like that being quiet and nt shouting back does not means that you are right bt i just want you to cool down b4 u burst your vessels and make me guilty for my rest of my life and instead you more scold more angry and i cant do anything bout it. it just spoils my mood to do things. some times parents gotta be in the shoes of others not just becoz u parent u got authority or being the house breadwinner makes you the biggest. coz you never thought of other ppl de feeling and do thing the way you like and when you nv realise that you have did smething rong or even make empty promises to spent more HAPPY time with the family
as days passes noise pollution increases nagging from parents and nw even parents quarrelling
kinda vexed and shd nt cont anymore coz the more i cont to type the morale will cont to drop...
i want happy memories, it sucks to be me ... when can i have sme 1 that understands me and be my pillar of support coz fighting a lonely battle is tireing and i need a break
happy thing today is that i received a msg which made up my day :)
i so wanna have you appearing infront of me nw..... hope you are having fun nw