Okays tmr is starting achool liao feeling kinda like awww but oso not that bad as well. yesterday my feelings got cheated as i tod i could get a new pair of shoes the nike LunarGlide+ which is damm nice really omg
then my friend got it free today argh shd nt have went to recce and go help do the 2009 Nike+ Human Race 10K race pack collection today nt yesterday lo ARGH lucky dean dowan to be yor friend le hahah JK basket call me just to tell me u got the shoe... lol ARGH SOOO really GRRRRRR so conclusion is i think i am most likely gonna buy it then 100 over $$$... got the $$$ but heartbreak when buy such expensive shoe... sad :( gonna try my luck on the actual race day itself to c if i can get the shoe hahaha
yep yep so there goes my shoe... i dunno why but i just feel like going out and play but it seems like its not gonna happen coz its the last day of the holiday oready and that it seems like no body is free... it seems like whenever i plan smething most of the time it does not turn out good so i have concluded that i am not gonna plan anymore what for make myself so ma huan looking for trouble n stuff but then if i dont plan who is gonna plan? nobody want to plan if they have the choice what rite... every1 want to pplay n go with the flow but it seem like nw ppl dun even want to socialise i mean ppl just dont go out to have fun n eat just becose got sme special occasion rite... the bond is not ther man... agrh shall not comment anymore reguarding this matter forget it let bygone be bygone... i see no point in putting so much effort now
i feel like i am on a deserted island nw... i just dont understand why ppl dont out in their 101% into work that has been tasked to them end it fast and sweet... but instead give in slipshot work or even worst dont bother to do it the sense of emergency is not there even though it seems to be like in emergency. and in the end take credits as well its seems like its not fair but i think that tis how the world is and how humans are... i think its part of life ba so vex sia
i think i gotta fall back on my passion now to drive me on ba. @#%$#*^%#$% life i have... #$*#$#$#*^%#$%#)%$)_^*&%&^@@$#@#^%%3#$)^#$%#(*^%(%&$)$#*#%&^(%@# cant my life be more wonderful abit more its so damm depressing
i shall go and excape from reality and so sleep. how i wish i really can sleep for the rest of my life. i think the only possible way is DEATH for it to come true
