~Unforgettable memories~ ♥ ~

blog revived for 5 min haha and going to be dead for the next dunno how many days

2011-03-23T03:11:00.003+08:00

well first thing first ... FB kenna hack and got retrieved but i think like anytime can kenna hack again...

fb kenna hack still ok but now my hotmail kenna hack so pissed off coz i need to check my mail and stuff cannot coz apparently hotmail administrator block me as they say i send out too many spam mail which is done by the hacker and not me :(

well i actually got alot to say but hten late already so i want to sleep wait for 1 say i really nothing to do then i think i can write a 100000 word essay hhahahhaha

deepavali :D

2010-11-05T23:00:00.002+08:00

its been a while since i last blogged... well suppose to work today but i refuse to work... HAHA frankly speaking if the cafe was to fire me i am more then welcome to leave...

well this week went to watch incite mill which was alright :D smehow i expected more excitement from it haha. the ending was sorta guess-able haha :D

well other than that tmr got camp recce at XXXX and got stand chart marathon briefing which i cant go coz i think recce more impt... then after that i think i shall go home and then sleep/ rest coz at night going to play soccer at kallang cage :D

well for the last few week sme things keep happening. the first time was like hmm ok... so be it but the second time was like ok... nice coincidence. then the third time was like haha what a chance... but the 4th, 5th, 6th... chances is like hmm is god trying to tell me smething? izzit like some hint or reminder?

well thing seem like to be drifting apart and this aint any good :( haiz.

well school seem to suck more with the change of class again its a totally SHITTY SHIT! hate it sia got 10 over reason y i dont like sia. But what can i do?!? this sem is going to be HAHAHA joke. how to do better in this sem pls tell me. projects work sucks man!

obstacles are there to make you grow coz they make you fall... how i wish that obstacles can be removed as easily as blinking my eyes... and getting up from a fall is as easy as a snap of my finger...

well everybody have their on problem and unless they have face a larger problem they will think that their problem is a big problem...

some people are just so disgusting... for their own good they will hack care anything and everything to get what they want...

well headache currently is getting worst :( going to sleep...

:( haiz its a sad day ; _ ;

2010-09-20T18:38:00.004+08:00

its a sad day today ; _ ;

my mood now is sad = not happy = pissed = disappointed =confused = vexed = irritated :(

AWESOME-ness

2010-09-20T09:17:00.004+08:00

WOO its has been an awesome past 2 days. first was OTC 18/10 POP :D well met up with my awesome OTC 17/09 ppl and had catch up with them :D

i think we had enjoyed much more than the otcs who were passing out that day haha it was like our pop instead of theirs. it brings back the memories that are unforgettable. otc 17/09 was one of the best camp i had been through in my whole life and with wonderful camp mates :D

the feeling is totally indescribable. no words can describe how overjoyed i was on the 18th sept to see my buddies passing out and to meet up my friends

well next was Jeannette's bbq which was ytd :D well met new friends and they were awesome as well haha all the funny jokers :D well it ended early coz next day was many of their SIP first day but the time spent was awesome too

and as for today well i gotta go back school for BIT main comm meeting ... off to bath and head to school :D

i think the decision is final, its confirmed and i am glad :D

Lucky or unlucky day :) or :(

2010-09-07T00:45:00.005+08:00

Yesterday was the first day of exam taking organisational behavior :D

well kinda suppose to meet li yao at 9.30am but i kinda set my alarm clock at wrong timing haiz the i overslept...

kinda like set the time at 8pm instead of 8am. heng li yao call me if not i would have missed the paper oso haha PHEW

so in the end i was 1hrs late and then we study tgt :D and later on a few other friends came along and we did some past year paper tgt and then next was to have lunch :D had chicken cutlet for lunch and it was ok ok then after that we went for paper.

so the paper was actually not very difficult but oso at the same time not very easy oso. well i dont think i can do very well bt i dont think i can do very badly oso so in the end like that lor...

well then after that went to A1 bubble tea shop with friends and then went home :D

so at home what happen was that i went to play dota and then it was kinda pissing to play dota and quite disturbing oso :(

well most people dont knw what it means to be humble. and those ppl who things they are so pro always blame those people who are not very good at playing it :( well they dont realise that they were also once a noob too. if you are so good at it then you play yourself and own the whole entire game lor :D

then after that quarreled with my mum like again for the dunno how many trillion times... and i shall not complain here too

well more to complain but i shall not mess up the blog with all these complains :D complaining here does not help anything -_-

well as for today haha woke up at 2plus and rather happy haha i kinda like had a few dreams and all the dreams were rather wierd coz its so not logical but i like it :D haha how i wish the dream could be longer :D

ARGGH NO TIME OREADY OMG

2010-09-03T15:21:00.002+08:00

going to make this short i kinda realized today is friday and that 3 more day is mine paper liao :( shyyt not fully prepared for OB sia how how how???

worst is marketing haven even touch leh like seriously haven touch a single page ... xiao liao lah

alrite i am going to study nw liao :)

byes peeps :D

nice day :D

2010-09-02T01:31:00.002+08:00

HAHA today was quite an nice day :D

well received this from a great bimbo-tic friend denise haha :D

yup if you got see my aug 15th post its actually the same message but no matter how many times i receive this it will still make my day happy :D

Pencil: I'm sorry eraser.whenever I make a mistake, you will be there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish you lose part of yourself.

Eraser: True, but I don't mind. I was made to do this. To help you whenever you make a mistake. Even though,one of these days,I'll be gone and you have to replace me with a new one, I'm happy with my job. So please stop worrying. I hate seeing you sad.

Everytime u made a mistake like the Pencil, there will always be an Eraser, who is a friend there to help u, so do not take your friend for granted

haha yup yup actually kinda nt feeling very happy in the afternoon coz mum nagging again over small stuff again and i cannt find the stop button to press so there she goes again :(

but then after dinner i went to chk my phone and saw the msg frm denise :D haha thx for brightening up my night :D

well other than that nothing much else today other then studying haha i fininsh OB revivion haha wee so now left to do is to touch up on the memories and to chiong past year paper :D so other than that i was kinda distracted by my comp haha keep playing game halfway when studying haha

so thats more or less today's happening :D well to all friends, i will be your eraser forever :D

just another day...

2010-08-31T18:02:00.002+08:00

well today oso nothing much woke up at 9 thx to the construction work but then i was too tired then somehow i managed to sleep all the way till bout 2.30 pm haha then go bath and go laundry :D

then after lunch, i went to my junco stuff then so after that as usual went fb then go play a little bit of game haha and here am i now blogging :D then after blogging i am going to study liao if not exam jia lat

nothing much else to talk about :D

still looking forward to the 26 sept :D

sleepy sunday -_- ZZZ

2010-08-29T18:13:00.002+08:00

haha my life is becoming more and more screwed up haha my day is like night and my night is like day

well i woke up at 5PM today like 5PM omg haha if my mum haven call back, i think i would still be sleeping haha. Well she call me then just to scold me and then hang up the phone... i was like WTF?!?!?! what a wonderful way to start off my day then i just threw the phone aside and went to bath.

well studied stats a little and now i am going to start on my OB :D going to chiong OB this whole week :D no more stats as for now :D

looking forward to the 26th sept :D

WA NOISY DAY !!!!

2010-08-28T11:52:00.005+08:00

Kinda like got woke up early morning at 9 becoz of the stupid construction work argh

I WANT MY SLEEP!!! so in the end i plugged in my ear piece, blasted my music and headed back to sleep :D but the construction still can hear abit so i rested for another 1 hrs then woke up liao...

and here i am blogging bout the construction that has been going for sometime last few weeks and the next few more many weeks :(

how to study like that ?!?! sian need to go out and study liao lor again like again :( well no more dota-ing liao really gotta study le :D

kinda dint go training today coz want to get enough sleep and rest to chiong study now like everyting going down the drain leh ...

later 8pm going to the cage @ kallang ther play soccer with SJAB Z11 ppl haha well then before that i am going to study after lunch till 6 :D thats all for today :D hope today training went well without me :D

its been 3 days since i have been repeating the song 你不知道的事 haha starting to get a little sick and tired of it le but i still love it once in a while :D

other than that haha i had sort of made my mind clear bout 1 thing which 我自己知道就好了:D

not sure if its good but at least i knw what i want instead of being stuck inbetween :D

♥ LOVE IN DISGUISE :D ♥ Liu Yi Fei :D

2010-08-26T03:24:00.003+08:00

TODAY IS A GOOD AWESOME DAY AND NIGHT (as in ytd...)

hehe watch love in disguise le haha saw my no. 1 idol liu yi fei :D sooo super duper chio and elegant :D

looking for liu yi fei de blog skin so long le but cannot find a chio 1 leh sian :( haha anyway todays was a awesome day. went out at 2 to meet damian and HK to buy sjab boots then went home put boots then went to DTE bought tickets for love in disguise and then went mac to Dota while waiting for gwyn, jeanette and jasmin (BUR-DEN~~~) HAHA lol :D so when playing i notice a kid was whispering to his 3 brothers to look at me play haha lol typical small kid :D

so after 2 game i was bored and sian bout dota and ended up chatting with XS haha so long nv catch up with her le. and realise she became a 肉粽妹 HAHA selling ba chang at orchard haha LOL. well i shall meet up with that small kid after exam to slack and catch up haha :D not forgetting shaun oso haha :D

well then went for movie it was kinda funny and touching :D love it TTM coz got liu yi fei :D and i wanna watch again haha so after the movie, headed over to food court for dinner and realised 80% of the shops were closed :( but nvm then still got the 20% haha and then after that went home bath and on my comp to FB, dota again haha like no like :D then i keep repeating the theme song for the movie 你不知道的事 untill now haha its been like 6 hrs listining to it and i am not sick and tired of it WOO LOVE IT TTM :D

so had a few dota match with HK as promise in the afternoon and then, here i am blogging after the match and also after Fb-ing for awhile:D

so as i type type type then i see the clock at the bottom right of my screen and OMG its like 3.40am le OMG haha time pass so fast haha LOL sind realise so "early" liao haha :D

so i think i shall nottype so much and deas to sleep soon :D

I am Liu Yi Fei NO1 SUPPORTER!!! WOOT :D

~studying~

2010-08-23T19:12:00.006+08:00

haha today is an easy adn peaceful day. woke up at 11am coz of the construction work then went to bath then go and meet li yao for lunch :D

then off to school to go study stats haha finally understand abit le haha.

but still got abit of question mark ?-_-? here and there...

then currently at DTE mac waiting for fren to study again haha nothing to do so i decided to blog abit and byes off to do other stuff.

ps: i wanna go watch love in disguise ASAP haha got liu yi fei :D WOOT

its durian day :D

2010-08-22T23:59:00.004+08:00

dad bought durian and i got to eat yay haha

well other than that today was alright...nothing special happened.

woke up at 3pm plus when dad came home haha then mum was nt at home WOO peace and quiet sia haha then turn on comp go FB play the last alphabet game on jeanette's wall then played dota and wolfteam then went to study bus stats.

argh Stats sucks my ans dont tele with the ans sheer leh and i dunno why leh then the more i do the more pissed i became argh :(

then went to bedok 85 to eat and then dad asked me and my sis you want eat durian? me and my sis was like immediately say yes yes yes haha like small kid :D and he bought durian WOOO

so came back home liao FB dota again like got no life and hence i decided to blog lor :D then now going to bath first then go study later haha

Tmr going to meet Li Yao(God) to study haha ask him teach me stats liao.

And i wanna watch the show love in disguise coz got Liu Yi Fei leh Wooo chio bu sia hehe

ok i think thats all for today i want to go and bath liao then study dont waste so much time here :D

pencil and eraser :D

2010-08-15T15:58:00.001+08:00

Pencil: I'm sorry eraser.whenever I make a mistake, you will be there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish you lose part of yourself.

Everytime u made a mistake like the Pencil, there will always be an Eraser, who is a friend there to help u, so do not take your friend for granted

stanley :D

exhausted... yea exhausted...

2010-06-09T20:20:00.002+08:00

yea the title speaks for itself... i am kinda exhausted with work and some other stuff :( well firstly work... work is getting more and more tiring i think its becoz maby my colleague are all leaving and its gonna left me and my kitchen staff...

well apart from that i am also sick and tired of facing irritating customer! well i can only say that yes i knw customers are always right but it does not give you the authority to treat waiters like dogs.. they are just doing their job tell you cannot means cannot what else you want not happy go somewhere else fuck off. dont come and tell me other outlets what what what. YOU are now at my outlet and at our outlet is like that that that k not happy go to your other outlet.

well i mean if the more you see the price, definitely you wont be happier playing rite. its like going on a holiday and just staying at the hotel sleep, not going out to use the facilities and visit the places becoz its expensive. then you still go holiday for what its the same theory here what. haiz.

but however there are some customers who are totally awesome. they say thank you give you tips :D they appreciate the waiters help and i mean the waiter would definitely treat you better wont they i believe that is is a 2 way thing lor... and i dont believe that customers are always right.

anyway this 2 weeks of holiday seems alittle cramp up with stuff on a few days and other days are so totally free like today. slack at home the day nua on the bed the whole day.

haha anyway went to the bird park on last sunday and it was totally awesome the pictures were great. totally enjoyed myself there and i have a new hobby PHOTOGRAPHY!!! hehe :D so really wish i can go all over the world to take picture of every single thing :D

well another thing that is making me vexed is that i dont knw what to do. its with reguards to :D haiz can some1 like enlighten me... its like you make a promise to yourself that you will do something for :D and then before you could complete that something you are on the verge of giving up. aiyah its complicated... i think i shall just not break the promise as for now ... hope everything turn out well after that <3 :D

well next is back to the thing which i have been complaining bout since how long ago... haiz its her again everyday trying to piss me off. and i have thought that well no point fighting with her she can say whatever she want and i shall try my hardest to shut up. but if she is too nonsensical i will start to flare up oready... bloody hell i am not your damm dog.

well other than that these few day i caught some movies online like prince of persia and clash of titans haha and oso completed and other taiwan drama :D now watching ps man just started haha

well naruto shippuuden is now kinda exciting i wan to watch the next few episode asap sia. but gotta wait ... sian...

well signing off here <3 :D TTM

2010-03-30T23:57:00.004+08:00

well its another day :D yesterday went down to simei ITE for gvss sports heats... and it was kinda terrible. either my standards too high or my cadets today blur blur... or i nv teach them good enough (kinda impossible today almost all are competitors?) yea so kinda disappointed... no initiative, sluggish movement, no sense of urgency and more... haiz

well kinda pissed of not just only bout this but also with the students... frankly speaking i think that greenview student are getting worst... either the generation got problem or the parents nv teach them properly not all but some... well people are just taking things for granted... st john ppl are first aiders, not maids. service for mankind does not mean that we are maids... we are not a bunch of ppl that when you need you use and after that use finish oready you throw... i just think that there is no respect for other CCA in greenview at all? thats my point of view ba y must it be like this? cant there be like a mutual respect or a basic respect? everything seems to be screwed up, down, left, right, upside down. well some ppl just thinks that they are damm good then so be it. you want to do then let you do lor any problem is you kenna mah oso not me. its not a very positive thinking but too bad... y cant you just let us do our job? and come and kaypoh? or from what i see is that you are just trying to eat "tofu"? and since the casualty dont mind then so be it lor.. some ppl just dont understand thing... too bad lor thats life haha life is like that.

well today went for commendation day rehersal and GOOD JOB kids :D well done coz today's performance is kinda good and i'll rate it 7.5/10 haha it can be better with more training i think :D well the parade sequence or procedure or whatever its called seems to be "unique" haha well i really hope that st john can be GOH one day if we have enough people :D haha

well another think kinda piss me off is having ppl to be having double standards treating ppl differently and bootlicking... need to see tok to who and woth who then act differently... it is like so obvious can... well alot of times it just seems like you are lying but ppl give you the benefit of adult and diam diam listen lo. got really happen not we oso dunno mah. there are also ppl who goes "cher 1 more mark can?", "cher y like that wrong meh?", "i tod this", "i tod that", "oh really? i dont knw leh can dont minus mark?". well some ppl are just good with their language and they use it to the fullest potential HAHA and if you got a problem with me then say so. dont hide behind and talk bad bout others. be like a man face talk or sorts things out. dont be a hypocrite it totally disgust me... hope i do not have to see you so often in the times to come :D

well the world is getting worst and worst... haiz i really dont know who can i like trust? no wonder the earth is getting back on humans creating so many earthquake and terrible weather creating havoc. mother nature is angry with humans haha believe it or not :D well i oso cant really comment much coz i not that perfect as well coz i have my own bad points and i am still changing for the better~~~

well to end off i can only say that life is like that 守好自己,才管别人 life is never always fair reality sometime hurts and its painful. there is not much things that we can do or control only to change our mindset and bluff ourself so that it is less painful becoz crying does not really help solve the problem, it only expresses sadness. positive thinking seems to be excaping from reality but ppl need to sometime.

2010-03-29T22:40:00.002+08:00

haha the previous post is for kenneth haha now this is for myself to really update it haha... well this month seems like to be boring ... really boring :D i think its time for me to change new skin soon tooo :D

well first things first is that my dear NC2 did well and got the hightest in FA :D haha beat all the other schools and it kinda shocked me at first bt i feel that they deserve it :D spending so much time on the FA manual and never ending cases :D haha but however they did not get any medal even though they got first for FA intermediate case. Coz thier FD and HN kinda haha you know... well i think they could have gotten at least a medal back if all their moments during training which were perfect join together...

well it never happpen anyway coz nothing is perfect in the world. anyway other corp were seems to be not doing that well either. well i kinda feel guilty too. coz i think thats for competition its never the cadets fault if they dont perform coz they are just like a blank piece of paper and is we instructor who actually draws and write on this paper to fill them up, and the way they perform will be how well i trained them. like how parents train thier kids... well kinda regret this and that but i swear to train them better next year :D kinda have lots of things to say but lazy type haha ... the most guilty things is that they wrote letters to me saying their sorry for not performing well and stuff makes me even more guilty... but there is nothin that we can do now too... only to look forward to next year. it sucks when you have really good cadets so hardworking and stuff to train and yet like dint relly cherish it due to inexperience if not they could have goten a medal...haiz ... :(

well going to the next thinig is my new lappy :D well i got my new lappy and is currently using it now to update it haha... well getting a new lappy is suppose to be happy but its kinda fustrating when i got this... quarrelling with my mum as usual over almost everything and now my lappy... yes it is my fault that i cause my last lappy to be stoled last year coz sme idiot took it but its already stoled what do you want me to do ? and keep saying all sorts of nasty stuff making me even more pissed and beating around the bush.... tell you that i need 1 so that it will be more convinent for me to use other than using the house desktop which is like so slow with such low ram and low processor.... how to do my school stuff tried it for 1 and a half semester and i kinda like almost died not having enough time completing my stuff...

my mum just dont understand and keep scolding here and there at suntec untill i dont want to tok to her... coz what ever i say she just dont understand and just make things worst. tell her its not compulsory to have a laptop but it will benefit me by make my life easier she dont understand.... tell her house computer very slow very difficult to use then she say what house computer cannot use meh oso nwever spil why cannot use... tell you slow oready dont understand ah? damian cam up my hse 1 day and i think he understand the slowness of my desktop haha only ppl who have seen how slow it is will understand...

then after i ignored her then she allow me to buy then i tell her that i want to buy my old 1 back then she dont allow say too expensive ... like WTF, and gave me a budget of $1000 and its like hello another $299 can get me a lappy thats is like so much better lor intherms of the processor, ram, graphics and stuff. tell my mum dont understand still down ther in her own world being stubborn and not listening as usual... and in the end i got this dell lappy better then dont have... at least spoil, got ppl come my house and fix haha no need send ther and repair haha

and now the next problem ... as usual she is in her own world and in ther own thinking... scolding and complaining that i am causing the rise in electricity bill... ellow the bill haven come like you know like that... although outside got meter but like you got go chk like that and like i the only 1 using electricity like that... KPKB and twisting the fact here and there.... yes i am sticking to my laptop all day but even if i dont my laptop, i will still use my house desktop what holiday njothing to do oso... definately will rise 1 what even i dont use my desktop or laptop i will go watch tv what... what else can i do ? either way, i will still consume electricity more than often what... then i go out and dont use electricity then say i everytime go out and play... ellow i go out is for SJ stuff lor and holiday dont do out with friends then stick at home and admire the walls meh ?

well i just give up typing futhermore bout me and my mum quarrelling... feels that its meaningless

well next thing is that these few days , i have been preparing lectures for my dear charlie and planning their sec 1 camp and stuff... futhermore i am also watching anime as usual and now going back to watching taiwanese drama haha and kinda cleared 海派甜心 oready haha now watching autumn's concerto... and dont know whats next after this haha

well going back to my mum issue is that she is asking me to go and find job which i dont want coz i already have a job just that one of the outlets close down and the some staff are transfered over to safra and i now go no slots to work temporary... tel her i dont want to find job oso scold say i waste time at home... in the first place i dont want to find a job and work for 1 more month and quit... who woud want to hire me too... and if i were to get a job then after i start school how to work 2 job when i only have weekends to work... aiyah i shall stop here and stop complaining coz it does not help...

well still got alot to say but mum came back le and there she goes scolding again gotta shut ofmy lappy soon le haha :D

:D

2010-03-29T22:38:00.001+08:00

As instructed by my dear kenneth i update my blog :D i am feeling shitty like everyone. ok updated :D

Total Awkwardnees felt on work first time

2010-02-07T12:49:00.002+08:00

HAIZ shudden pay day be a happy day? it was totally damm demoralizing to work ytd lar every 1 so buay song to work and its so scary sia...

bing bam boom here and there and i oso dunno what to say when all the staff were not happy except me who was not affected.

So i kept quiet all the way till 1 am and end work haha lucky ytd not much customer stayed till so late so i could do my closing fast hehe and had supper with my manager at tamp air-con mac :D i sat his motorbike there which was so fun hehe :D he treated me breakfast hehe :D then had a talked with him and realised what happen and now i knw 75% of what happen ... better dont be such a kaypoh lar later still got work lay....

hmm i guess when your boss does not have good human skill employees are demoralised... seem like what i learned in POM (negative thing) is happening here well

bt i hope that the same thing really dont happen again ... so vexed sia wanted to talked to some1 but i was quite late le and y trouble some1 with your problem??? so life goes on and like that lor... not commenting too much on what happen le

well before that was SJAB the whole entire day and i was late for SJAB training coz i had to do the toopid EBM reflection or smething like that thus i had to complete that first then can go sjab if not no time do le. so completed and when for SJAB training lor... well routine training was alrite charlie FD is improving bt still not very good... well kinda quite fortunate to be taking charlie where there is only 1 joker and not much problem with the rest...

bt however things seems to need to change abit where i gotta be more stern le if not ppl start to climb over my head le... not memtioning names bt i enjoyed teaching them and also taking them :D

and i had a difficult choice to make the numbering for my NC2 sia every 1 is so good that i dont know who to pull out and who to be what ... haiz white hair growing le lor... still pending thier numbering and trying out the best combination...

well FML for the way it is .... however thing that dont kill you makes you stronger ... so much more to say .... signing off here and getting ready for work...

TGIF eee ha

2010-01-29T23:57:00.002+08:00

alrite its friday thank god hahaha completed 3 project today and left 1 submission on mon day and a few more presentation and i can start to concentrate on my theory part to prepare for my exam

well got a suprise to knw that my mum won a lucky draw prize which a 2D1N at dtw costa sand chalet... so decided to ues it for my birthday celebration which i hope that it does not turn out to be a gathering... dunno who to invite and oso cannot invite all if nt budget sure burst but if i invite this that that oso need invite and then it turns out to be inviting every1 macham zone retreat/ family gathering/ catch up session for my dad/ gossip time for my mum/ friend gathering for my sis.. and its no longer a birthday celebration...

well hope that things turn outwell then any way the date is 5th and 6 th of march CONFIRMED... :) well still need to think of theme, dress code , what to do , food preparation , etc soo many preparation as usual...

okaies other than tht i kinda went to watch hachiko with 4 guys like so OMG can haha the show was okok nt really interesting or touching but oso not too boring too so its a so so :)

well another this that happen to me is that i overslept in the bus OMG and i overshot my bus stops... KNS 3 time somemore sia it just shows that i am really tired le... too many commimtment :( but all of them are impotaint dunno which to let go and sign and synthom that i am real tired is so obvious...

and then in this week smething hapen and i wondered whats love? does it really have a defination? how do you knw that you really love the person? well i shall not comment futher but hope that things turn out well for me and my friend out there not mentioning names

well i think thats all for today not commenting on anything futher coz tmr gotta wake up early and find my way to pei cai sec ... OMG so much to say, so much to do but time is oso so much

2010-01-25T22:36:00.002+08:00

alright its been quite awhile since i last blog kinda busy with lots of stuff especially proj submission... chionging b4 deadline reaches and hopes that i can score well although i am not doing so well and might have to retake a subject which i HOPE THAT I WOULD NOT HAVE TO omg pray for me ppl :) well i am not sure about going to watch movie tmr coz currently i am unable to finish my proj

so want to watch these few movie

yup yup this 3 movies for the moment

that the nice part ... the bad part is that this few weeks has been a havoc for me...
i think it just so really suck to be me bt at the same time i knw i am great coz i always get pass this problems somehow or another bt its how i got pass that matter like just hack care and don't do anything oso can get pass mah... but i nv lar pissed of with the usual stuff as always and nothing seems to have change only me becoming more tired and in a dilemma with indescribable feeling. there is so much to say but so little time so signing off here hope i can post soon
looking forward to CNY and my birthday :)

2010-01-04T00:45:00.002+08:00

WOW its been a new year. time has seem to fly kinda fast for me... well nothing much have change just that now it seems that i have more things to do :( i so really hope that this year would be good :)

2009-12-28T21:23:00.005+08:00

hahaz school reopened today hahaz

kinda boring skipped BA lecture and only went for SAS lecture coz need copy BA notes but i was sleeping everywhere i could to catch up on the loss of sleep and eating every single thing nice to replenish my body having malnutrtion soon if i dont replenish

accompanies li yao go around T1, TM and century square to buy his GF's birthday present which half the time became me window shopping for new laptop haha and oso eating oops

and guess what tmr i only need go school for 2 hrs haha for econ lect :) haha and have scarfo dinner at nite... such a big gap sia in between shd i go slack or go home or go for enjoyment. but work might need me tmr so it is still pending if i going to work or go dinner haha

sooo many nice movies that i wanna watch or have already watched....

VVV which are VVV

avatar (watched but wanna watch it again 3D)

sherlock holmes (haven watch yet gonna wat it either online or at the cinema)

alvin and the chipmunks (haven watch yet but going to oso)

still got somemore bt my ear hurts nw (nagging) and shall cont next time

2009-12-24T17:31:00.002+08:00

WOW its been quite awhile since i last blog... its been quite a rollercoaster ride this december having so many activity and had to also forgo some of it as they we clashing... and i had to say that its the most exciting december i had in my whole entire life. learned quite a few stuff and things seems to be going well

quite a few nice movies has came up bt i dont think i have the time to go watch too and school gonna start soon :)

hope everything goes well for the upcomming year and so really hope that 2010 will be a good year :)

well and it is also the first time that i have left home and not gone back for so many day in this december... hahaz and also my first time going to cruise which was kinda alright ... haha think i have gain weight after cruise hahaz everyday eating so much carbohydrates and wonderful food haha

and i have learned my lesson not to upload soooooo many photos at a time coz i have efficient ppl around me that tag photos which resulted in my mail being spammed with bout 400 mail overnight WOW and also including comments hahaz

and whats comming next is zone retreat which is could only go on 1 day and the next day gotta work :) and the day after is school start

well hope thigs goes as smoothly as for now :)

busyman

2009-12-10T21:32:00.002+08:00

kinda screwed all my papers :( this week but oso kinda expected with so many things going on and having 6 test and proj submission wekk my next few days is gonna be interesting too

11-14 dec sinco camp
15-17 dec OTC (orientation training camp)
18-20 dec cruise
21-23 dec GVSJ retreat

hence i would be MIA hahaz

anyway i kinda fell in love with vitas voice ... insane vocals
his face damm kuku when he singing the songs LOL hahaz down ther twitching his eyebrown and oso his hands movement and body movement so comical sia

this is the stupid edited version which is like so ...

AND HERE COMES THIS IDOT

LOL last 1 first few parts was funny bt the later parts was nt so haha

anyway my room's table has chong jisn guan ming haha finally packed and cleared all the paper
and there you have it a neat and tindy room bt still abit messy hehe
alright gotta do other stuff Byes :)

ANOTHER DAY SPOILED

2009-12-07T22:35:00.000+08:00

updated my songs and F@#& the rest of the night GOODNIGHT!!! ANOTHER DAY SPOILED

2009-11-27T23:46:00.003+08:00

wow its been quite a while since i blog kinda dead again my blog but here i am reviving it ... been kinda quite busy this nov and dec so many up comming plans to do and most impt exams in 2 weeks and i have nt really revised argh!!! it just sucks when bad thngs happen one after another... finally done with EBM project stopid flash banner finally done :)

i just keep making empty promises to myself and i kinda feel guilty about it :( it is just sad that my parents are getting old and i have not done anything fillal to them or make them happy bout for my 17 years of life today my dad went to see chinese doc as he has knee injury looking at my dad having to go through accupuncture was sad although it looks nt pain but it hurts to see that his body is getting weaker.

dont really like my parents but they are still my parents. i am nt even doing the min job as a son bt i shall change. it just sucks to be shouted at and being treated like a toy happy happy like that nt happy then like that being quiet and nt shouting back does not means that you are right bt i just want you to cool down b4 u burst your vessels and make me guilty for my rest of my life and instead you more scold more angry and i cant do anything bout it. it just spoils my mood to do things. some times parents gotta be in the shoes of others not just becoz u parent u got authority or being the house breadwinner makes you the biggest. coz you never thought of other ppl de feeling and do thing the way you like and when you nv realise that you have did smething rong or even make empty promises to spent more HAPPY time with the family

as days passes noise pollution increases nagging from parents and nw even parents quarrelling

kinda vexed and shd nt cont anymore coz the more i cont to type the morale will cont to drop...
i want happy memories, it sucks to be me ... when can i have sme 1 that understands me and be my pillar of support coz fighting a lonely battle is tireing and i need a break

happy thing today is that i received a msg which made up my day :)
i so wanna have you appearing infront of me nw..... hope you are having fun nw

2009-10-22T18:33:00.001+08:00

MUST SEE ! latest ris low interview (shingz and boomz !!!)

i was looking through where this caught my attention haha

i want my nike LunarGlide+

2009-10-18T22:22:00.003+08:00

Okays tmr is starting achool liao feeling kinda like awww but oso not that bad as well. yesterday my feelings got cheated as i tod i could get a new pair of shoes the nike LunarGlide+ which is damm nice really omg

then my friend got it free today argh shd nt have went to recce and go help do the 2009 Nike+ Human Race 10K race pack collection today nt yesterday lo ARGH lucky dean dowan to be yor friend le hahah JK basket call me just to tell me u got the shoe... lol ARGH SOOO really GRRRRRR so conclusion is i think i am most likely gonna buy it then 100 over $$$... got the $$$ but heartbreak when buy such expensive shoe... sad :( gonna try my luck on the actual race day itself to c if i can get the shoe hahaha

yep yep so there goes my shoe... i dunno why but i just feel like going out and play but it seems like its not gonna happen coz its the last day of the holiday oready and that it seems like no body is free... it seems like whenever i plan smething most of the time it does not turn out good so i have concluded that i am not gonna plan anymore what for make myself so ma huan looking for trouble n stuff but then if i dont plan who is gonna plan? nobody want to plan if they have the choice what rite... every1 want to pplay n go with the flow but it seem like nw ppl dun even want to socialise i mean ppl just dont go out to have fun n eat just becose got sme special occasion rite... the bond is not ther man... agrh shall not comment anymore reguarding this matter forget it let bygone be bygone... i see no point in putting so much effort now

i feel like i am on a deserted island nw... i just dont understand why ppl dont out in their 101% into work that has been tasked to them end it fast and sweet... but instead give in slipshot work or even worst dont bother to do it the sense of emergency is not there even though it seems to be like in emergency. and in the end take credits as well its seems like its not fair but i think that tis how the world is and how humans are... i think its part of life ba so vex sia

i think i gotta fall back on my passion now to drive me on ba. @#%$#*^%#$% life i have... #$*#$#$#*^%#$%#)%$)_^*&%&^@@$#@#^%%3#$)^#$%#(*^%(%&$)$#*#%&^(%@# cant my life be more wonderful abit more its so damm depressing

i shall go and excape from reality and so sleep. how i wish i really can sleep for the rest of my life. i think the only possible way is DEATH for it to come true

2009-10-06T15:56:00.000+08:00

OOOH finally watched finish the drama 福氣又安康 (Easy Fortune Happy Life)

hmm so the verdict for the show is that the ending was not as good as 命中注定我爱你 yea story line also about the same as 命中注定我爱你 oso. now i think i shall go and complete watching 無敵珊寶妹 story line oso about the same love here love there then fight fight fight... yea taiwan dramas are most of the time like this haha... the main thind of this 3 drama is bout love, and BGR, Marriage bla bla bla and the happily ever after haha... yea goodness why am i watching these... there are more to come haha saw a few advertisements liao haha wonder how am i gonna continue watching when school starts OMG

Hmm kinda dont like to watch anime and dramas when they are not fully out yet coz gotta keep waiting and wont know when it will end...

like Katekyo Hitman Reborn, still watching and waiting

and oso 終極三國

this is kinda funny coz the way they do the show haha its the edited of the classical 三國演義 yea same major event that will happen but in another form of fighting and oso added in some non related stuff haha...

yea kinda watching these few now... thinking of anime, it has been a while since i last went to watch naruto shippuuden liao... a never ending anime... but its quite nice showing about friendship and stuff in a unrealistic way same as Katekyo Hitman Reborn. but some times i feel that these anime are actually more benificial then those dramas as nowadays dramas are all about love love love, n stuff but anime shows friendship, love and so many other stuff if you really take a close look and understand. yup thats all for the drama part :)

next things is that i tink i am gonna be fat soon... (possible?) coz i have been sitting down on the chair the whole day facing the computer like now either FBing or watching drama/anime n stuff... since the time i wake up... and i have been eating lots of junk food at inappropriate times... and oso skipping lunch or having very late lunch like at 4? ARGH... becoming more and more like a pig liao... having prata for supper a few times... OMG cant wait for SJAB competition training to start then shun bian exercise and build some muscle like last time haha LOL...

weather these few days are kinda getting more and more humid... sit down oso can sweat haiz and gotta drink more water but i dont tink i am going so although i know ... kinda getting more and more lazy liao bad habit is getting worst :(

seem like i am not gonna look for job this holidays and decided to look for 1 next year haha i shall really go concentrate on my studies when school start to pull up my GPA... haiz every time say want to study but in the end oso kenna distracted stuff and in the end did not study then gotta chiong when exam comming... so i shall forbit myself from using FB on mondays to thursdays and maximum 2 hrs on friday and 3 hrs on sat n sun when schol start...

in a few days time things would get better i think. dont even know if will anything happen within this 2 years yea. but i think i need to really think about it b4 i go for it. firstly i need to change my bad habits secondly is to gain trust and thirdly is to be financially independent and forthly is to be good in my studies so that i will not lose and i can be dependent on next time if not i shall not go for it. it seem like this 2 years would be a 180 change for me but i think its gonna be fruitful eventhough its gonna be tough :) i can only hope for the best for now :) <3>

Dad's 50th birthday

2009-10-02T23:12:00.000+08:00

this week was as usual boring haha went for zetten outing planned by anthony yea which was suppose to be an ice skating trip de but it turned out to be bowling, dinner, arcade and movie nite yea coz only got pathetic around 10 ppl go only... zetten tua love is fadding. ther will be another 1 planed by zheng quan and kenneth on the 14th dunno want to go nt later like so little peeps go again...

since OTC till now, if there is a god out ther then i would have to thank him/her for giving me such great opportunity and making fate this way althought its abit high, low and upside down haha :) things have been seen going well from my point of view but i knw nth will happen in this 2 years so i shall wait and maby start action on 2011? haha hope things will go smoothly.

well i have started to write down my events on an organiser coz i find my life abit to haywire and need to do some planning and organisation of my daily life so that i do not miss out events like the magical moonlight event @ tp on the 1 oct OMG argh kns but will it become a habit i dont know...

I was kinda so blur that i only found out like i tink 1 or 2 days before that i had planned Z8 outing on the same date as my dad's birthday... but heng it did not affect much in the end yea so went to PP first to meet up and had lunch at ajisan before heading to chong cheng high main to recce yea but i did not manage to recce much as my parent are comming to fetch me which result in a need to go and recce a second time on the 9th oct yea. Games day OS to me has seem to came to a halt coz i am at a dead end now thinking of cheers, games and stuff... yea kinda lazy oso coz i am so really sick and tired of facing the comp everyday thinking of games day but inspiration is not comming to me like how it was last time...

next is my dads 50th birthday yea kinda getting older each day... sad :( but thats life gotta admit it... my family went to long beach to eat seafood and WOO HUUUU alaska crab haha woot its one of the best food that i ate in my whole entire life. the crab was so rather damm big...

it was cooked in 2 ways, 1/2 was steamed and the other half was with pepper

yea so i kinda had a nice dinner ther and the stupid part was that i knew that i needed to go to the toilet but i did not go... stupid me... then i had to tahan on the way back home which in the end i could not coz my sis and her bf keep making me laugh... and hence i had to go to a coffee shop to relieve myself... so really ... and dunno why izzit that that day i had butter fingers which resultred in making me spilt my drink... and somemore drop my phone so many time... haiz

argh mum is gonna sleep soon... gotta off my comp son and cant blog on le

to be continued...

2009-09-23T22:52:00.000+08:00

yea yea i have been staying at home these few days sleeping till 1-3pm plus like almost everyday... shiok sia... every day FB FB FB then plan plan plan then eat eat eat then tv tv tv then sleep sleep sleep or to say in short i have such a "interesting" life these few days... Hmm getting my uniform parts tmr... wasted my time last week go down to buy but dint have everything... as usual... bored ...

2009-09-18T21:34:00.000+08:00

*Yawn* Bored is the right word to describe my feeling now. Officially an officer of SJAB hurray :D POP was last week and my parents were there and it is day to be remembered in my life :) lots of photos were taken and lots of photos to go search coz of so many diff ppl camera were used. lazy to go find all oso

And i have wasted my time since after POP till today where i really went full force to look for job... and the outcome for today was ~OKOK~ lor went to sake sushi filled in the application form but was told to wait for their call coz the manager or whoever nt ther i tink

And then went to mahattan fish market ther to look for job and same thing filled in the application form and then talked to the manager ther asked a few question and think that its a nice place working ther but then the starting pay i dont like lay... but however like is like this. and oso its difficult to look for a higher pay job near pasir ris for part time that i would like bla bla bla so difficult to find 1 that i like totally and looking at my want for a job i think its kinda difficult

seem like things are going well :) progressing...... yay happy but will it last? dumb dumb of you tell you so many clue liao u still dont know.
you marry a person not because you want to live the rest of your life with but you marry that person coz you cant live the rest of your life without that person

i shall change my blog skin soon after i find a nice 1 :) ARGH HOTMAIL AND FACEBOOK HAS A STOOPID BUG GRRH BUGGER!!!!

morale -99999999........

2009-09-11T16:59:00.000+08:00

okkays i am not in a very good mood now argh *tsk* results are out and i kinda dint do very well and it was so damm farr away from my expectation and kinda really pissed but i can do anything currently to change the thing so i do not want to talk bout anything that has to do with exams results (.0_0.) so sad and pissed now nth to say liao... haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
tmr is my POP as a officer of SJAB :) kinda happy but my results have really affected my mood argh plus every day stay at home do nothing wake up watch tv and play comp or go out like so useless like that... cant find a good job oso argh i just cant do anything well ... how i wish so much things to happen really no mood now morale is kinda like -999999999999999999................. since yesterday argh so want to @(&^$%^$#*SF($96%(^DS%F(&^D&$*$SDR(65($SF%#%$S#FD%(^%GD^G%# ^%@ but have to learn to change for the better...

do you want to know the truth? or do you already knw the truth? i so wanna to tell you how i feel but i dont dare to... so lets keep things how it is now?

2009-08-26T22:15:00.000+08:00

half of today was bad but the rest was alright... dad took leave today and we went to park royal hotel at beach road to eat lunch buffet... and its was sooo really good hahahaha they had choc fondue wich was soooooo good haha ate more desert than staple food haha.... went to read harry potter and the deadly hallows again coz got nth to do... tmr going to minds cafe to try my luck to look for job... board games cafe again... got so many things i wanna say but nah forget it bad things are ment to be forgotten :)

realisation of my history with ping pong

2009-08-18T21:41:00.000+08:00

i woke up earlier today haha but the ouput of todays was lesser then ytd's...went to play table tennis with damian and aifaa then followed by HK below my blk opp or a few hrs.. din kw that that toopid damian quite good... school player last time seh hah but still got win him haha tyko... kns knna trash by small kid both me and damian... dont laught co he really damm good just that he scared damian bash him up nia *oops* don wan show real power haha... and here i am suppose to be studyng but turned out to be blogging lor... awoken by my mm voice today again on the phone... going to study liao
sign off
stanley:)

Quote of the day
dont judge the book by its cover

just another day at home mugging for mid sem test

2009-08-17T22:31:00.000+08:00

woo kinda woke up at 3pm today haha got woken up a few times by my mum voice on the phone which was so "soft" can... then went to mug :) haha nth much today :)

2009-08-14T00:23:00.000+08:00

wa kinda been quite busy this 3 weeks finally got time to blog haha so many things to say but cant remember all of them anyway haha starting with today, up and down feelings...

happy thing was econ project whole group got ACES yay !!! and i got overall ace for econ now left the 60% mid sem test

then followed by presentation for com skill... Last minute borrowed blazers from another team haha LOL

and i kinda over run the time shyyt...

then went to SS1 to play CS with classmates and stoopid JM keep slapping me in the CS...

then went to eat Pizza hut with XY, Wen Su, JM, Ai Ru, and tim and then went home...

the worst thing that can happen here is that I FORGOT TO TAKE MY THUMBDRIVE!!!! KNS hope tmr i can get it back lor *Fingers Crossed and Butts Clamped*.

so few day back were as usual. And i gotten my first warning letter from school haha (-_-)

and last week was peace coz my parents were overseas for 4 days haha

8 aug was BFA and my Comm skill mid sem test... AND I DID NOT FINISH MY PAPER!!! @#$%&*... then went to HQ to see my charlie and to pass up walkaton card... then volunteered to stay back to help...

then aft that went Ah Chew desssert to eat dessert and it was actuall my dinner in the end ...

then after that went to find damian aifaa and HK to play badminton... and slack lor so long nv slack liao haha...

going back further...

cant remember which day was it but i think its 3 weeks ago? or i think the week b4 BFA? wa so long nv blog haha yea went for dinner wth my fellow Z8 OCT's after a meeting bout 2014 i think ya then had dinner at

yea and apparently i had these 2 ppl in front of me

haha and then went home le...

OOH suddently remembered tmr got test haha haven study yet ... KNS ... hahah so random LOL

yea yea so i think that all i can remember ... I am just so forgetful can @#$^%&* grrh angry with myself first was Laptop and now is my Thumbdrive so whats next forever being pissed with myself ... y i just cant remember tings

And so far my grades are like shyyt

commskill= C+ or B (which was how long ago 1 sia)

BA= C+ (real pissed with myself for this)

Econs= A (i better dont screw up my mid sem test paper)

CTOS= C+ (KNS tmr still got a 10 % paper haven study... even though it is a open book paper i shd study)

What i can do now is not to look back and be pissed but to look forward and MUG for my mid sem test

Aims for Mid sem test

BA= A (need go bug my Shi Fu liao)

Econs= Z ( gonna really mug )

okays i shall nt blog liao i need to go study tmr test and try pull up my CTOS

My driving force is just so good but i not using it well sadded ...

Quote of the day: Action may not always bring happiness, but there is no happiness without action. -Benjamin Disraeli

wa damm tired now.....

2009-07-30T23:42:00.000+08:00

iam sooo TIRED now can... project project project project project project project project presentation presentation presentation presentation presentation presentation presentation presentation wa sian so little sleep this 1 and a half week... still gotta wake up so early every day to go school reherse presentation presentation presentation presentation presentation presentation presentation presentation ZzZzZzZzZzZzZz this whole week no time to blog yea rather hetic coz got so many submission and next week will be no diff... EXAM comming up sme more... and decided not to o for BSC sub comm camp liao... even though i paid the camp fees... so feel like sleeping... my *driving force* to work and make me happy is so good and working :):):) go back do work liao tmr long day again... still got meeting fer SJAB...

Routine trainning returned and celebrated HK birthday out of sudden

2009-07-26T00:23:00.000+08:00

okays still rather busy tmr got OTC theory test which i am nt very confident can... HAIZ hehe ... and way had a great day today.... had routine training yea and i wont wanaa comment on it and then went to have lunch at LP as usual with damian, an sme others then wanted to play basketball after i study and do project BUT it turned out to be me and damian going back to school to find HK and Aifaa so he 3 of them study while i fall a SLEEP!!! OMG shd be studying or doing my project can... wasted my time ther ... then went to eat dinner together damian went home wait 4 him then go my home take notes study then they wait for me then headed to DTE to eat and ended up i im my previous workplace JUST ACIA to eat... yea and it was so sudden that we wanted to celebrate HK birthday which is on wed haha lol so me and damian went to buy cake and stuff and celebrated his birthday ther haha so funny can there was a total of 5 groups including us celebrating the birthday ther can hahaha yep then went walk walk then went home :) it was a enjoyable day and i lazy go in details

Sme of the photo...

Damian,Aifaa,HK,ME

me, HK and damian HAHA :)

DAMIAN AND ME :DDD with HK hand pusing my face... wa lao spec wai liao

we just look so handsome haha

=.(...

2009-07-24T00:58:00.001+08:00

Dont have much time to spent blooging today as usual project comes closer and close and yea.. tsk... so yea once again proven the stanley concept today that i cant think when i am hungry but cant eat too full or else will sleep so eat just nice can make me be very productive :) had OTC meeting at Macpherson CC ~_~ wierd but quite condusive to have it there sme how or rather i feel at home yea but my brain was on sleep mode so dint produce much output... most importaintly i found a place with WAFFLE BUFFET today WOOOO !!! !!! hehe :) gotta go back and do project liao sad thing was that i am dissapointed with myself and shall nt comment more =.(...

PS: so near yet so far coz i just dont have the guts

2009-07-23T00:01:00.001+08:00

okays i am rather busy nowadays with my projects and i sun still got test for SJAB OTC stuff sian tmr meeting OTC ppl for dinner and meeting for 2014 again at PAYA LEBAR omg... so hetic sia... no time to cont liao off to cont with my proj now...

2009-07-21T22:24:00.000+08:00

bored only had BA tut in the morning for 2 hrs and then can go home liao... so went to do project and then went to design to eat western... yummy haha yea on the way ther saw a roadshow for earpiece and wanted to buy for my sis coz she said hers was spoilt but no idea what she want earpiece or head set so i call her she nv ans, msg her nv ans so i called home and found that she was working so nvm haha tmr then go buy for my sis then ... haiz these few days keep forgetting to bring my thumb drive to school so grrh! KNS ! so pissed with myself this week doing things that i should not be doing and not doing things that i should be doing... haiz sian so every thing is the same reach home and same situation happen like anyother day even more pissed bt lazy to defend the shots so just kenna shot like ma cham machine gun with unlimited ammo haha yea so now deadlines for submission are even more closer... wWwAaAaAaA!!!

more and more BUSY!!! vending my anger on todays post so dont like vulgarity then kindy press the x at the top right for todays post. my blog, my way

2009-07-20T23:35:00.000+08:00

dont like vulgarity then press the x at the top right for todays post. my blog, my way....
had business accounting which i dont tink i can Ace it ... KNS so many things to do can so many deadline comming up liao my mood is getting worst everyday. Once again dont like vulgarity then press the x at the top right for todays post my blog, my way and dont come ask me waht happen i am just vending my anger. U where buey song tell me whats your bloody fucking problem with me doing project... do u tink i like to do project and me using the comp? nabei do project oso got wrong meh? scold scold scold everyday 365 days oso scold can't u just shut the fuck up and ignore me dont come and try me hor bloody fucking serious this time. Dont knw anything then diam diam lar dont act as if u knw everything and be a kaypoh. tu lan ppl who demand respect. so what the hell u want from me? study every second of my life? can't i even play a short game after all the school work i done? tell you already got evidence to show the work i done then come guai lan me tink u si bei reasonable ar? you are not me ok you wont know how much things i have done... you are such a failure. i totally have lost the respect but just giving respect for the sake of it and pretending to be nice and i dont say anything when u scold does not mean that watever u say is right, just that the more i defend the longer u yak yak yak then i dont say anything lor and let u tink you are right but u are actually nt. dont come climb over my head it has been so many years already and my patience has a limit. kan ni na bei lar kao pei kao bu... you think i bloody fucking can read your pea brain? look at me with that fucked up face and i should knw whats wrong, like your face show word like that. dont expect me to knw everything i am not perfect can the reason why i am like this is because of you i so really hate you to the core at sometimes chee bye i tink i better spent time doing smething more efficient then care bout you so just fuck out of my life so fucking pissed now only spoiling my mood... i am so really sick and tired of you now. just waiting for that day u _ _ _ seriously

no routine training coz of H1N1 again

2009-07-18T19:41:00.000+08:00

haiz so bored at home... woke up bout 11 plus haha and wanted to do BA tut HW but then dunno how to do so went to do econs tut HW yea so dododo and then ended up playing FB and then now watching likeable or not haha so nice the show can haha

anyway i kinda missed routine trainning... most likely next week should have been resumed

Quote of the day
He who conquers himself has won a greater victory than he who conquers a city. - Proverbs

@#$% up nth seems right today

2009-07-17T21:46:00.000+08:00

no mood to blog today ... nth seem right... KNS... microsoft products are really getting on my nerves @#$%&

Watched Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince

2009-07-17T00:21:00.000+08:00

*yawn* my eyes are closing -_-zzz just came back from Shaw Lido coz watching Harry Potter with family... haha got nice goody bag by cadbury hehe yea woot all the choc gonnna be nice :D the whole theater was booked for Cadbury advertising strategy giving tickets to companies and my dad got the ticket yea went in the theater and heard the eyebrown song tingy keep repeating and then the advertisement oso still show haha just dont get bored by it haha.

Ok now tok bout the show yea. Hmm its not a waste of time bt its oso not very good coz i was half lost in the show. I tink those who did not read the book most likely wont understand the show can it only showed 2/5 of the book? i still prefer the book yea ... y can they make the show 3 hrs like titanic to show more details. the graphic and effects were alright only lar globlet of fire and order of phoenix was better in graphics and effect rate the show a just pass only ba... i tink i gotta re read all 7 episode of harry potter liao kinda lost by some part coz the last time i read was like how many years ago can remember the details... sadded haha the old man died... wonder y his body was in perfect shape dispite falling from such a high place sia... haha lame yea then after the show my family went to look for place to eat so dad drive and went arab st ther bt n got nt much ther to eat so ended up at geylang... then on my way back then i remember tmr got test haha or to be precise is actualy today in 9 hrs time? smewhere ther yea :)

Orh yea foggotten bot morning haha yep WDS lecture cancled but still went school early to print stuff for econ then went for econ class and was the usual :) and then went to silicon lab play FB game dont wanna do project so i tink wei qing was a bit angry i gussed bt i dint care coz he have no rights to be angry at me. so then they went for Comm skill lesson and i continued playing and headed for greenview haha skipped Comm skill tut ... quite boring or actually really boring can yea

Then went to GVSS and ate lunch ther and then gave my dear charlie their supriset test which i dont knw how bt i tink they knw got test liao ... no fun ... yea then like test same things bla bla bla and collected paper... then mark then went through with them section A ans section B next week then do coz not enought time yea so i tinks thats all for today lazy to type more details and *YAWWWN* going to sleep liao...

Quote of the day:
Action may not always bring happiness;but there is no happiness without action.-Benjamin Disraeli

hmm this quote i kinda agree and disagree... debate-able sia haha

It was a day of self entertainment :D

2009-07-15T20:23:00.000+08:00

haha so funny haha tried doing it but i failed its really damm difficult can ... haha

going back to today, it was a day where i totally self entertained myself haha since the start of the day. Did not understand todays BA lecture but i hope my Shi Fu alex can teach me soon haha. Sort of finish comm skill project today during the 4hrs break bt i dint do much today coz i dint want to hehe then was econ lecture which was like going back to seconday school stuff. yup yup sort of understood-ed todays econ lecture and now gotta go Econ group project signing off here :) ~i tink i would never get bored~ self entertaining is so stoopid but fun lauging at yourself. By just by thinking, it can make me happy haha and forget all my worries hehe you are so wonderful :)

Quote of the day

The future depends on what we do in the present. - Mahatma Gandhi

Harry Potter sneak preview tickets :D

2009-07-14T20:03:00.000+08:00

today is gonna be a short post yea had business accounting (BA) mock test today and could sort of do it lar bt need more practice then i can secure my A yea than after that had APEL lesson... as usual the class was very noisy and keagan and nigel were sumo wrestling in class and the teacher dint event care... while i was doing comm skill project with my friends... then today WDS tut and lab cancled wooo hu actually can go home damm early 1 bt needed to do comm skill so yea did comm skill after lunch at mensa 2 coz biz park no space... haha jun ming sadded again haha reach mensa 2 earlier then me and alex and by the time me and alex finish eating jun ming still queing up for his western food hahhahahahaha still find design western nicer leh haha :) took bus with timothy and talk all sort of nonsense haha reached home and use com to do WDS project again haha bt this time every thing was ok got a bit of output bt just that tiny little bit ... bt nvm i still happy hahahaha :D then my dad came home and showed me this

woo hu i am going to watch harry potter on thurs haha sneak preview HAHAhahaHAHA dont be jealous ppl haha

but then kns i got traning with my dear charlie in thurs... so i decide to end that day at 4pm :)

GRRRH BA test next monday 7.15pm at LT17... seat 47 again... omg kns clash with zone meeting sia @#$% ! WA LAO !!!

haiz i tink i looking for trouble sia go for so many interview and now i am in so many things...

TPSU,BITIG,BSG and still got SJAB... sian dunno how i gonna cope man i tink i would have to give up some of it definatly nt SJAB :)

so i am going to cont to do my WDS and then later go FB if i got the time

Quote of the day

If you can imagine it, you can achieve it; if you can dream it, you can become it. -William Arthur Ward

its just another monday ~~~~

2009-07-13T22:50:00.000+08:00

as usual monday blues~ bored go school in the morning for CTOS, rather slack... then go eat at biz park... then go do comm skill group project ... do untill headache only got me and alex then ai ru came later wei qing came when alex kiasu went off for comm skill lesson vera dint come at all... i dragged myself to com skill lesson and saw the whole class still waiting for the previous class which ended late to get out as usual... just dont understand y alex wanna go so early haha... then slept in class half the time again then group work then dismiss.... then i miss my bus 15 at the main gate opp bustop coz ppl in the bus dont want to move to the rear... !?!?!?! then walked to the sidegate bustop with jun ming and saw jun ming missed his 23 when we were about to reach... hahaha sadded so he took oso took 15 with me and both of us got a seat and then at the main gate opp bustop same situation same place, ppl could nt board the bus coz ppl blk the way dont want to move back... haiz BWG. then reache back home, bath, rest then watch 7 pm channel U likable or not while eating dinner. then went to prepare surprise test for my dear charlie platoon this thurs haha gotta rush down from school again... now going to FB awhile and then sleep :) tmr got business accounting mock test i haven study yet OMG ARRR CRAP just remembered... shall end fast here and go study liao...
kinda really likethis quote hehe
It's beauty that captures your attention; but personality that captures your heart. -- Anon

just another wasted sunday...

2009-07-12T18:59:00.000+08:00

okayes to day was rather boring day... packed my messy room today and changed my bedsheet haha my sis bf came today to help me in my web design project but no output in the end... he too long nv touch adobe photoshop... haiz nvm then i went to wat likable or not last episode on soju.com just now haha after jasmine told me the link yeaterday... so tempeted to watch so i went to watch haha nice ending looove it so much it was a good ending :) then went to use facebook and saw this

30 things guys should know about girls

01. Don't ever lie to us; we always find out.
02. We don't enjoy talking dirty to you as much as you enjoy listening.
03. Don't say you understand when you don't.
04. Girls are pretty, but yours is the prettiest!
05. You don't have PMS; don't act like you know what it's like.
06. Saying something sweet might get you off the hook; doing something sweet will always get you off the hook.
07. If you talk about having a big dick; we know you don't.
08. Size does matter, but only to whores; not girls who want relationships.
09. We don't like it when you act like Mr. Big.
10. A system in your car only impresses your homeboys not us.11. No matter what you say, your ex-girlfriend is a whore.
12. It's good to be sensitive, sometimes.
13. If you did something wrong or even if you didn't, apologize.
14. Be spontaneous; dinner and a movie won't always cut it.
15. We are self-conscious by nature; we can't help it.
16. We are DrAmA queens.
17. Fashion police do exist.
18. Don't ask us to give head; if you are nice you just might get it.
19. We absolutely DO NOT care about monster trucks, car systems, paintball, or anything else you and your friends talk about.
20. Hugs and kisses must be given at all times.
21. We don't shave our legs every day so get over it.
22. Don't make bets about us; we always find out.
23. Shave; no matter how cool you think your goatee or beard or moustache looks, we hate it. (Well sometimes!)
24. Even if you think it is cool to burp, fart, or emit other strange gases from your body, it is not.
25. Don't compare our breasts with Pamela Anderson's; hers are fake, just remember that.26. It is not cool to shoot snot rockets.
27. We are beautiful at all times.
28. We will always think we are fat, so humour us and tell us we aren't.
29. You can shoot hoops, score a goal, knock down big fat guys, and hit a little baseball with a stick, so why the hell can't you piss in the toilet and not on it?!
30. Most importantly: we are always right; so don't forget it.

Lmao when i saw th 29th haha...
yea so i was thinking if there is a girls version then there should be a guys version so i went to look for it and found this

Things Girls dont realise

1.Guys are more emotional than you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer than you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.
2. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.
5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're going for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.
6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.
8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch Goodbye.
9. Giving a guy a hanging message like 'You know what?!..uh...nevermind..' would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
10. Girls are guys' weaknesses.
11. Guys are very open about themselves.
12. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
13. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.14. Guys love you more than you love them.
15. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole hell of a lot.
16. No matter how much guys talk about butts and boobs, personality is key.
17. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.
18. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.
19. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.
20. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.
21. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.22. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, 'Please come and listen to me.'
23. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.
24. When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.2
5. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.
26. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.27. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.
28. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.
29. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.
30. A guy would give his right nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.
31. No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.
32. Not all guys are jerks. Just because ONE is a jackass doesn't mean he represents ALL of them.
33. They love it when girls talk about their boobs. haha it's true..
34. When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually
35. Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs.
36. Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts.
37. When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible
.38. Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life.

and i found the guys 1 quite true the girls 1 dunno leh hahahaha anyway felt the person who typed out everything have no life haha killing all the brain cells thinking of all these things haha and this is even worst 61 Things Girls Didn't Realize... http://www.quizilla.com/stories/9446191/61-things-girls-didnt-know-about-guys
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
yep and suppose to wait for my sis and her bf to come back home then we go eat dinner but it turn out that they went to just acia and eat... so me and my parents went to changi village to eat western food which was so nice can but quite expensive they have all sorts of beer from all around the world and their glassed bottled root beer was so nice :) sian tmr monday got school ... boring... hmm tsk.

ps:another long post haha:)

Quote of the day:
We can learn nothing except by going from the known to the unknown.
Claude Bernard

Swee ting birthday cum 2014 planning

2009-07-12T18:29:00.001+08:00

Group photo :)

okays lets start with yesterday 11 july... umm took bus to bugis which was damm long...... first to reach the meeting point then saw wei shen who went to the arcade to play basketball... haha tempted me to go play oso ... very long nv play the arcade basketball liao... then the rest started to come xcept tampines ppl still having meeting and we found out while waiting that we dont have the numbers of those haven come or nt comming... but in the end manage to contact them ... then walk over to the 辣妹子 steamboat restraunt to eat we wanted to go inside to eat coz got aircon n scared rain but we were given outside to eat coz inside full and told that if rain can go inside... but inside full wat how to go inside? then nvm eat outside...

the 100 mark i gave to swee ting

then so suay say later rain how then really rain... so we took our drinks and went in the shelter but luckly there was a table after a few minutes of waiting... and OMG look at this

its damm digusting can dust on all the plates and tiff plate nv wash properly... so digusted..

then the waiteress still tell us use tissue to clean say manpower not enought bla bla bla OMG the service given from her really suck can... then another waiteress changed/washed for us... but i was thinking later they use rain water wash... haha OMG dont think thay so bad lar... any way their tom yam and ma la was like half oil half soup and xue shen was like saying wat the oil solidify in their camp and i was like OMG and i dint carry on listening coz i still wanaa eat

there was total of 3 full bowls of oil eew

Ma La on the right Tom Yam on the left fish bone on the bottom chichen at the top

then we hehehahahoho while eating and planning of the 2014 thingy and then the girls went to the toilet while i went to prepare the cake... and the plan was that i go and give a surprise after swee ting came back but however there was this aunty comming out from nowhere selling tissue paper and spoiled the thing... almost charging wei shen $10 for 2 pack of tissue while i was like standing there dunno wat happen holding on to the lighted cake and waiting ?!?! swee ting look at me and stunned... it was really awkard can... and then i just started to sing happy birthday to you....... then everyone sang with me ....

the 2 packet that cost "$10"

swee ting use her mouth and take the strawberry and raspberry out of the cake

zheng yee so bad sia haha keep pushing swee ting head when she taking out the topping haha and then vivian was feeding every 1 with her chop stick and it ended off at bout 11pm and every 1 walked to bugis junction and went home after that... anyway really had fun that day so next outing would be Kbox? or Board gaming cafe( decoders, pit stop or mines) and last of all those that dint come had missed out alot of fun hahaha :)
ps: OMG quite a long post haha

New skin~

2009-07-12T18:26:00.001+08:00

WOO finally finish with my new blog skin~~ now time to do my PROJECTS.... OMG hope i wont break the monitor screen later... haha later going for dinner with Z8 OCTs at bugis eating steamboat :)

Quote of the day: It's beauty that captures your attention; but personality that captures your heart. -- Anon

revival of my blog :) 10 july 2009

2009-07-12T18:22:00.000+08:00

Okays i am back to revive my long lost dead blog... nth much to comment on my blog revival... hope wont be like last time just letting it rot and die ther... haha today was rather a unhappy day... haiz toopid web design is giving me such a big headach can! i cant get the result i want using microsoft expression and adobe photoshop... dunno how to use... sian no progression for my web design project, and i failed my CTOS mock test for microsoft access KNS OMG next week is the actual 1... begining to hate the computer day by day. good thing today was i ate lunch and went back home with shaun boon which was kinda nt i expected... just coincidence... sadded wanted to go zetten outing bt cannot coz of stoopid project GRRH....hope thay had fun at airport eating popeys and tonning... did my macroecons individual project article tingy, it was actually done bt i just wanted to make it better. And went to do this racial harmony orange ribbon project tingy in school today found it okok~~ went for last 2 hrs to help out. currently looking for a new nicer blogsking but seem nt be able to find a nice 1 leh... the search continues...in the mean time i shall use this haha....